One night in winter 1917, when it grows dark very early, she went to meet her father on his return from work. Greta was 12 years old. There was a heavy mist on Södermalm and snow on the ground, and by the hazy light of a gaslamp bracketed to the wall she saw two men fighting. One of them was a Swedish giant, so huge and powerful that his tall, thin adversary looked like a pygmy in comparison.
They were free-swinging their punches, and sweat was pouring down their faces. The tall, thin man was her father. Paralyzed by fear, she watched them without saying anything, until her father fell in the snow and she was suddenly overwhelmed by blind rage. She threw herself on the giant, screaming, "Why are you hitting him? You mustn't do that! Please let him go!"
Greta 1917
The giant wrenched himself away from her, stared down at her and then at her father, and said, "All right. Your kid is sticking up for you. I'll let you go. Now go away, both of you!" As she walked home with her father, she was sick with fear and humiliation.
She knew her father drank; but so did all Swedish workmen; and when her father came drunk into the house, her mother knew how to deal with him and usually sent the children away until he recovered. There was nothing new in his drunkenness and his occasional brawling fits of temper. What was new was the humiliation of knowing that her father, whom she adored, was weaker than other men and could be beaten and flung down into the snow with impunity.
She remembered his pitiful wide-swinging blows and the look on his face as they returned home together. Of all the traumatic events in her life—and there were many—this was perhaps the most terrible, the most difficult to live with.
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